I'm tired of you

Where did I go wrong, where did you wrong?
Can't look you in the eye.
Feeling so ashamed.
Feels like I could die.
Let's me go.
I'm tired of breathing.
Tired of feeling.
Tired of looking at the past for meaning.
Tired of running.
Tired of searching.
Tired of trying.
I'm tired of you.
Losing everything.
It's something I can't face.
Hope is on the run.
It's something I can't fake.
I want to feel a change.
I don't mind if it hurts.
You take away the pain.